Sunday, June 12, 2005

today's our 7.6 years anniversary... celebrated yesterday coz both of us working today. actually wasnt really a celebration as we just met up and went house-hunting again. This has been our main activity for the past 6 months and yes, you are right, still haven found the ideal one. "Be patient, buying hse is a big investment so look carefully etc etc ", everyone says. Yes, I know, I am not exactly being impatient but after going through more than 50 houses, we are tired.

I'm feeling sick now, my body and bones are aching, a sign that you are heaty and falling sick soon. And I have a throbbing headache. Must have gotten the virus from D yesterday coz he was having a terrible sorethroat. I gave him 2 antibiotics yesterday but he still hasnt recovered. And we still had Roti-John special at Simpang Bedok yesterday... sigh! Sometimes we should have been more disciplined and take better care of ourselves. D, I hope you will recover soon, somehow I feel a little sense of "lost" when D is sick and I do not know exactly how to take care of him and make him feel better. All I can do is sms/call him but being overly concerned may result in lots of nagging which no one likes.

I made an appointment to go the the Amore gym tomorrow but I dont think I will be able to make it if I still feel unwell. My one month break is coming to an end soon and in fact, last week was mostly spent at work! All becoz of some irresponsible people who exploited me when they need my help but when it comes to confessing, they simply faked ignorance. In order to "do what is right", I had to sacrifice my leave, life is damn unfair, I would say. Speaking of this, I remember what Mr T, my physics tutor in sec school, who said "Life is never fair, who said life was fair?" I cant really recalled what made him said that but that was his response when we claimed that something was unfair. Everytime I meet/hear about a situation where me/someone was treated unfairly, this sentence never fails to pop up in my mind. N I will feel abit helpless and disappointed with life, its like there is nothing much I can do, I can complain and wail and shout but things cannot be changed.

My piano students got back their Internal exam results today, 2 passed, 2 passed with merit. I hope those who did well will not become too complacent and all will just stive harder for the real exams. Come on, its alot of money and effort spent so
they should really give it their best. + Good luck everyone! +

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