Saturday, June 25, 2005

25 June 2005 - Saturday

This is my favourite colour, a plum-peachy tone that brightens my day. I am up early on saturdays to flip the classified for new listings as well as take a look at recruit to see whether there are suitable jobs out there. TBC spoke to us last week regarding our careers and advised us that this is the best time of the year to sit down and think about what we want, to stay on or leave. I find his words very true and whenever I hear this kind of talk, I would really go and think about life. Though sad to say, I have been asking myself the same question for 3 years and till now, I have no answer. I think the thing that is holding me back is uncertainty. Uncertainty of the future job, the pple I work with, the $ etc etc. I guess humans are selfish beings, they will hold on to something that suits/complements them and only willing to let go when something better comes along. I always feel that I don't hate my job enough to want to leave. Huge frustrations at times but not to the extend of not being able to stand it anymore.
Anyway, I shall let things take the natural course. What is meant to be is meant to be. Meanwhile, these are the things I hope to accomplish today:
1. Sort out my finances
2. Do up a scrapbook for our path to marriage
3. Go thru D's notes for his exams
4. Make Koniyakun
5. Buy a pair of brown high heels. (By next week)
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